Waking up from Denial.
Often we who suffered the greatest trauma, we tend to go all in to the Light. We wish to believe there is in the ultimate no wrongdoing, and it is so. All is forgiven. But to truly heal we need to actually allow ourselves to feel all the deep-rooted pain that has been stored in our cellular memory for ages. We can erase the perpetrator and the victim as in the archetypes but ultimately in human experience, it is highly necessary to admit the hurt that has been caused and experience. We can't bypass the violation by saying there is none.